Mud Stained

White is a very clean color. It’s no wonder a white glove is used to pass the dust test on any given surface. Your kid wants these awesome white tennis shoes, and your mind instantly goes to how they’ll never look the same after just one outing. Once I went to an Italian restaurant and ordered spaghetti while wearing a white shirt. A man I’d never met before told me that was a bad idea. How did he know I’m a messy eater? God likes white too, and in Revelation 19:8, he says the white robes we read about are symbolic of the righteous acts of his people. One more example coming back to earth would be this: A white convertible car looks incredible, doesn’t it? Until it drives through the mud.

That last example is where I want to spend a little time. Sometimes I wake up in the middle of the night and get to thinking about stuff and have a hard time getting my brain to shut back down. This is the result of one of those instances. I thought of this trendy white car. White stood for goodness, purity, and godliness. Then all of the sudden it drove through the mud (which to me was symbolic of sin, or the loss of innocence and the brokenness of impurity). Mud stained the sides of the car and it lost its new car value and depreciated greatly. Discontented with its present condition, the car went all in and got really filthy. Have you ever seen one of those mud derbies? This white car is now completely covered in mud. It’s caked all over an inch thick! The white car is now brown, and remember that slime and sludge is the bad stuff in this analogy.

For me, the bad stuff was pornography. It stole my innocence, and once I opened that door it grabbed me and wouldn’t let go for many years. I started just driving through a puddle, and then it accumulated over time to the equivalent of a tough mudder. Could I ever be pure again?

It wasn’t just the porn. In this post Mrs. Phil pointed out that I had other issues as well. I had a quick temper, anger, and I was mean. Much of that behavior came as a result of using porn and what it teaches you, and not liking myself because of it.

And yet I knew and even preached these verses:

“If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness.” -1 John 1:9 NIV

“Come now, let us settle the matter,” says the Lord. “Though your sins are like scarlet, they shall be as white as snow; though they are red as crimson, they shall be like wool.” -Isaiah 1:18 NIV

Are these verses lying? No, that can’t be. But why don’t they seem to be true? Well, it must just mean our overall justification and standing in Christ and not have much efficacy in our daily struggle with sin. God saves us through Jesus, but this struggle will be with you until that day of sanctification in glory, is what I used to think. In the Lord, the car is white and he knows it, but here in this fallen world, I hope you like the color brown. How defeatist!

Do we do that with any other sins? Throw our hands in the air and give up trying to become more and more like our perfect example in Jesus? Once a thief, always a thief! No! In fact, as I type this, I’m reminded of one of the apostle Paul’s favorite thing to write in Greek after asking a rhetorical question like Romans 6:1 (NIV), for example: “What shall we say, then? Shall we go on sinning so that grace may increase?” He replies “Me genoito!” which can be translated, “certainly not, by no means, not at all, no way, never, absolutely not, or God forbid!” So, back to the example. You have a habit of stealing. You become a Christian. You learn stealing is wrong (which in this example, even non-Christians would tell you it’s wrong!). Shall you continue stealing and give up hope of ever not being a thief? Me genoito! Yet, this is what we tend to do with lust. Many think we can’t overcome it this side of heaven. They say in a fallen world, you’re just always going to have to deal with it. At least in my circles, this thinking is prevalent. This is where the modesty movement and purity culture really comes into play and people start to blame women for what they are wearing, instead of blaming men for their thoughts (or visa versa).

I decided it was high time to call bluff on this type of thinking. Naturism really challenged all of my assumptions. If there can really be Christians who love the Lord with all their hearts, and see all bodies as the image of God and not as a lewd temptation, can that really be? Years before, I thought it was impossible and these people are just justifying their own perversion. But then I got to know some who made these claims. They said they hate porn. They said they didn’t have porn problems any longer because of the change in their minds. (Here’s another quick Greek lesson which sounds a lot like the last one: metanoia is the word translated as repentance, but what it means to repent is literally to have a transformative change of heart.) Christian naturists claimed, in a very real sense, that the brown car can be made white again.

They were right! And they display a stronger faith in taking God at his word when he says he can make all things new (Revelation 21:5)! That car can be made like new through God’s power! Do not doubt it, my friend! He did it with me, and he can with you too.

There was one more important bit in my stream of consciousness while trying to sleep that night. I have told several trusted individuals about our practice of Christian naturism. And while that revelation was met with shock for certain, after the initial surprise wore off, these people gave me the benefit of the doubt, because we have built a relationship of trust. They know my heart and see me as pure. No wonder Jesus said of the pure in heart, that they will see God (Matthew 5:8). God sees me that way as well. In his eyes, my car is white, sparkling and shining. In that area that used to muck me up so much, I know I’ve been thoroughly washed clean through God’s power and the mud doesn’t stick to me like it once did. There will be a lot of mud slinging going on around me. We are constantly bombarded today with visual stimuli whether we seek it out or not, but the point it, when it comes my way, it doesn’t have to stain my soul. I am certain of this. 

I’m also aware that those who do not have that same relational equity built with me, aka the general population, would not understand the same way. They would most likely get the wrong ideas and condemn our practice. I’m sure of it. But why is this? What occurred to me is that even though I know my car is white, and God knows it, and ultimately it doesn’t matter what anyone else thinks, they would see my car as mud stained because (drum roll…) they are looking through mud stained glasses. They don’t see Jesus as powerful enough to redeem the sin of lust (at least in this life; they don’t act like they do, anyway). Until they change their hearts and minds on this issue and allow Jesus to clean them, they will always project their own issues onto us who have worked through them and come out on the other side.

It’s just as Titus 1:15 NIV says, “To the pure, all things are pure, but to those who are corrupted and do not believe, nothing is pure. In fact, both their minds and consciences are corrupted.”

14 thoughts on “Mud Stained

  1. beadaddy

    Great post! This reminds of when I was a teenager about to get my first vehicle. My Mom would not allow me to get a truck because of an old country song’s line that spoke of an “8 foot bed that never had to be made”. She didn’t believe that respectable guys drove trucks, while I had zero impure thoughts about having a truck. I just wanted a truck because they were more useful, etc.

    Well, I got my first vehicle (a 1978 Lincoln Continental), and soon after, a young guy that my Mom had befriended was at our house. While looking at my (new to me) car, he commented about how large the backseat was (wink, wink). The next vehicle that I got was a truck.

    I think this story helps to illustrate what has fueled purity culture. Just how my Mom and this young guy were projecting their impure thoughts onto me, people do that with the human body. It doesn’t matter what we wear (or don’t wear), someone is going to have impure thoughts if they are impure in their thinking!

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  2. John Figleaf

    What a wonderful illustration! Your post clearly demonstrates the ultimate goal and purpose of Christian Naturism vs. just Naturism in general. There is definitely a spiritual reason for the freedom we enjoy.

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  3. R. B. Mears

    What a great analogy to understand the error of depending on the purity culture to save us. How many souls live in torment today because they cannot ignore the filth around them as the little child that Christ’s blood allows us to have. The very act of depending on the purity culture’s rules shows a lack of faith in the Blood of Christ. I want my car (cup) cleaned inside out, and then it will stay that way! Only accepting the one and only pure and perfect sacrifice can do that.

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  4. pastordavidrn

    Amen! Christians don’t grow by staying at the forgiveness-of-sins level. Pardon only plants us on ‘growing’ ground, where God desires to “purify us from all unrighteousness” (the second part of 1 John 1:9). God’s ultimate goal is that we “go on to maturity” (Heb 6:1, ‘perfection,’ ‘completion’). In the 2 prior verses, Heb 5:13-14, mature believers are defined as those feeding on instruction in “righteousness” and who “by constant use have trained themselves to distinguish good from evil.”

    The purity of vision in naturism may be a fruit of that maturity—a defiled view of the body being traded for God’s view. But, while forgiveness of sins is instantaneous, this cleansing process from “unrighteousness” is ongoing, always providing more and more room for growth in (or appropriation of) the new “divine nature” we’ve received in union with Christ. Our progress in that growth is easily “discerned” by measuring our behavior, in attitude, word and deed, against “the fruits of the Spirit” (Gal 5:22-23). We all have far to go….

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  5. Paul B

    A personal story to add. My wife and I are into four wheel drives. i.e. 4×4 in American English. We like the mud. Four wheel drives don’t look right to us without mud. For a lot of people, porn (mud) is a good thing and there must be something wrong with you if you don’t get some.


    • Phil O.

      You’re right. A Barna poll found that recycling is considered a greater moral failure than watching porn by many. I would not want to trade with anyone of that mentality, though. I’d wish what I have with my wife on my worst enemy, if I had any. I like many have found real problems with the consumption of porn. It’s not victimless. That’s for another time. My wife was just telling our boys last night that she would go through the pain again to have what we now enjoy every day. It surpasses what she had envisioned as a young girl. I’m just saying no to porn.

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